i have move to http://arukasherger.blogspot.com/

now it's tues,11.37am according to the sch's com time...now it's the 5th wk since sch started...quizzes will be coming next wk...datasheets now...& fyp...it's supposed to be quite busy but till now i'm still slacking...hahahahaha...

dun talk abt sch stuff liao...coz tat will be endless...i'm now hooked to youtube...thanks to yvo who introduced tis to me when i saw her on msn like 2 mths ago...haha...finished watching tsubasa,watching for come more...haha...so happy coz i never expect there will be the anime so soon...found a lot of anime...but i need a lot of time to finish watching them coz i hav problems with my com...it'll switch off by itself halfway & can't on it for a few days...now watching ai sha 17...so sad coz i only finished episode 2...i'm the one who introduced to others & they had finished watching it...never mind...i'll catch up soon...haha...

really thanked moni,mt,hq,yq,sh,wl,ed,rw,phy,al,hs,mav,jz,fur,rad,geo,glo(unexpected) for their warmest wishes...haha...my greatest wish is tat the time will pass by slowly from now onwards...haha...

hopefully i can watch poseidon,da vinci code & x-men which will be screening tis mth...can't wait for holidays...

haha...i dun really noe y ppl tink i'm in financial difficulty...i dun tink i wrote it before...maybe i am a bit...but i tink it's my own thinking...i dun wan to take money frm my mother too often...she had been paying for my hp bill since i had a hp...tis deprives her frm having a hp...but now she has one liao...using those prepaid card...so i tried not to be a burden to her by not taking money frm her...i juz wan to be independent & work after i graduate so tat i can lighten her burden & support my sis thru her next stage of her study life...juz hope i can...if i can't get those good jobs,maybe i'll go for service jobs...tat's the next interesting job i find after lab work...haha...i dun mind having my veins poping up on my legs when i'm old...as long as i dun pierce them accidentally with a needle...haha...

i'm gonna be optimistic...there will surely be a way when u meet some difficulties...life is short so we muz enjoy it to the fullest...i dun mind going off early as long as i hav done all the tings i wan...but if i havn't,i dun wan to leave so early...haha...

i seriously dunno wat to say...juz feel so disappointed & sad for the past 4 weeks...when i went to work,i kept looking at the time to c when's lunch coming...after lunch i would be praying knock off time would come soon...i will be looking forward to weekends everyday & hope tat weekdays will never come...i would feel sleepy everyday & i juz feel like closing my eyes & doze off...dun even feel like going out during weekends...tis is worse than when i was working at ph...haiz...tmr is mon again & the whole cycle repeats again...can't wait to go back to sch in 2 weeks time...i'll probably dun hav social life in the future...tat doesn't matter...juz feel lonely only ma...my fate is to be lonely throughout my life...who cares...

i muz admit i learn quite a few stuff during these 4 weeks...but it's not as much as wat wl had learned...the staff there r ok...but they r not as gd as sh's colleagues,where they can hav laughter everyday...i'm so envy of them whenever they talked abt wat they were doing & how they teased their colleagues in their company...i noe yq thinks tat my job's quite gd...but i only talk during lunch break with the np girl...tat's like only 1/2-1 hr per day...i take the shuttlebus with her everyday in the morning & evening,but usually we juz keep quite & enjoy the ride...i think we both too tired to talk liao...i felt so 'zi bei' coz she's really gd in plants...i can say tat she's specialised in plants...but me??i'm not specialised in anything...i only noe a bit of here & there...

i had been going back to the office 1/2 hr late everyday last week coz i noe the person i had been sharing the office with will be talking to her frenz after lunch everyday in her office...i was afraid to go in & disturb them...i can't join in their conversation...maybe they tink i'm juz there for 6 weeks...so as long as i did my stuff,they'll be fine with it...although i dun really like to talk much,i can't stand looking at 4 walls & a com & listening to a radio station i dun usually listen for abt 6-7hrs...i'll go mad!!

when my lo came,she asked me some questions & even asked me whether i wanted any lab work...she could request for me coz there r some seniors there...but i told her it's ok coz i already had a schedule...she said if i hav anything & wanted to call her & if she's not in,i can leave her a msg & she'll call me immediately after she listen to the msg...i felt so touched & my eyes began to turn red...i'm representing my sch so i muz do well...when i went back towards my office,i saw her seeing me going back to my office...it's like going back to my cell in prison...

the place actually is not bad...it's juz me...i dun like wat i'm doing...i dun like to force myself to do something tat i dun like...i had been crying sometimes...i juz feel lonely...at home still hav problems to think abt...still hav to do housework when i reached home if not my mom will scream when she reaches home at nite...sometimes my sis asks me her sch stuff once i juz step into the hse & sit down...i juz feel so tired liao...i need abt 1 hr to reach home...if i go out after work,i'll hav more things to do & not enough time to rest...tat y i dun feel like going out anymore...going broke soon but still hav to wait till end of april to get my pay...haiz...

i feel happy whenever i see my frenz but whenever we talk abt itp,i really hav nothing to say...juz listen to them lor...i noe yq will be more lonely coz she's alone at thai for 6 weeks...hope sch can start soon & we can enjoy our last yr in sch...

got nothing to say liao...

haha...i'm finally back after 1 yr...being writing in a secret book tat i had used during sec 3, therefore didn't blog here...actually i was juz dropping by & i feel the urge to blog again...haha...

haiz...1 yr has passed by so fast...now it's exam period...1 more paper to go before i can relax & enjoy before ITP!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...i juz started studying a&p a few hrs ago & i couldn't resist going online...i'm gonna study like crazy coz there r 5 more days to the paper & i'm gonna study abt 2 topics a day!!nearly couldn't sleep everyday...so terrible!!i dun wan history to repeat again...i wan to get more As tis time but i dun tink it's possible....let nature take its course then....

a lot of things had happened tis 1 yr & i'm still as useless...i'm feeling lots of pressure coz i've keeping all the unhappiness inside me...how i wish i can hav somebody to talk to!!wat's the main reason tat i quited my job??nobody noes...nobody noes tat i feel very uncomfortable whenever i go for meetings...nobody noes how stressful i feel being the eldest...why can't my closed ones understand me but giving more pressure to me??haiz...

gotta go back to study...let's c when i'll be back again...

For the Rat,

Overall
There will be very good luck for you this year, Rat. With Persons of Nobility around, there will be success in business and career this year. Do not get involved with illegal activities and avoid methods of earning 'quick cash. Rats should improve in their intellectual abilities as this will also greatly affect the overall luck.

Wealth
Wealth may be good this year but do not be too greedy. Be content with what you have and try putting aside some savings for rainy days, avoid gambling and heavy investments.

Career
This year, there will be chances of getting a raise and promotion, be humble, perform well and grab any opportunities available. This is a year where your potentials will be put to test. Stay calm when handling problems.

Health
Be careful of insomnia this year. Always see a doctor if you begin to feel unwell. Stay away from alcohol and cigarettes. Don't try to treat yourself for this could be devastating. Stick to the rules when riding
or driving vehicles.

Love
There will be chances to make more new friends this year. Singles will be able to meet up with their potential partner. For married couples,
there may be a third party coming into the relationship. Try settling it peacefully and keep the ball rolling.


For the Ox,

Overall
Be more careful in the things that you do. You might get seriously ill this year. Control your emotions when bad situations arise. There will be lots of changes in the realms of jobs and new businesses. Although
wealth luck is not bad, you must avoid gambling and investing.

Wealth
Try putting some money aside for rainy days. Avoid gambling, investments and buying stocks this year. Do not get involved in illegal activities.
Do not become greedy once you have earned some money, donate some to charity.

Career
There will be chances this year involving new jobs or even a break into the new business you desire. Problems will occur but life will get back on track quickly. Solve problems confidently and do not be
too arrogant. Learn to be humble and be confident when doing business.

Health
Health luck may seem good but due to your bad temper, expect to be seeing a doctor a few more times than you'd like! Take note of your liver and due to your busy work schedule, try spending more time
resting or you may fall sick easily.

Love
The relationship with your partner will be uncertain. You will be easily mistaken and this'll cause frustration. For married couples, do show more care and concern for your partner or you could see it turn sour due to minor problems.


For the Tiger,

Overall
You will receive lots of wealth this year and there will be lots of opportunities to show off your talents. There will also be Tai Yang and Fu Xing present blessing you this year. Do grab opportunities when
they appear. This year, you must also build up your intellectual abilities and improve your social circle.

Wealth
You will receive lots of wealth this year. There will be lots of investments made but you must have a detailed plan before anything can be started.

Career
Persons of Nobility will be around to help you in the things you do. For those at work, you will perform well this year and you will be recognized by authority figures.

Health
Health is considered good this year with only some minor problems like a flu and colds. Do stay away from alcohol and cigarettes. Try to spend more time resting.

Love
For singles, love relationship problems will either be caused by money or stress. This will not help at all. Treasure your partner (That doesn't mean bury him or her!) and carefully solve each problem that arises.


For the Rabbit,

Overall
You will be in conflict with Tai Sui this year. Be prepared as there will be lots of problems that you will have to face. During the year, you need to stay calm and be strong when settling problems. Be more humble as this will also help in getting advice from others.

Wealth
Do not overspend this year. Practise 'stinginess' and get some help from a financial planner. Avoid gambling this year. There may be chances throughout the year to earn some quick cash but do not be too greedy.

Career
There will be lots of problem that you will face in your career. Attend to them calmly and maturely. Try maintaining your job and do your best. Avoid changing jobs this year. Be more careful when
handling contracts and documents.

Health
Be careful of cuts from sharp objects this year. For the elderly, avoid contact with water and be just as careful when bathing. Be careful of falls and injuries such as sprains and fractures.When going out, always remember to secure all your doors and avoid dark alleys.

love
Love luck will be good this year. Singles will meet with their dream dates and relationships can be started from there. Wedding bells for loving
couples can also be heard this year. For marriedpersons, be extra careful of peach blossom (Third Party) trouble.


For the Dragon,

Overall
Persons of Nobility will appear to help you this year. Do grab this opportunity and perform well in your work. There will be chances of getting a raise and a promotion this year. Be grateful for what you
receive and be humble towards other people. Be extra careful during outdoor activities.

Wealth
here will be progress in business overseas and you will see a good increase in sales this year. Do grab all opportunities available. Do your best to crave out a successful career.

Career
Facing lots of challenges, you will be able to perform well. There must also be determination on your part to succeed. Whenever an opportunity arises, get seriously selfish and grab it!

Health
With a busy work schedule, you will have less resting time. This will cause your health to deteriorate. Try arranging some time to rest. Avoid cigarettes and alcohol. For the elderly, be careful of a relapse of an old illnesses.

love
Your love life will be smooth and couples can get married this year. For married persons, be careful of a third party causing problems for you. Try to build up a stronger relationship with your partner.


For the Snake,

Overall
This year is the best for you to carve a niche for your career. You must be able to differentiate between good and bad friends too. In order for you to show off your talents, you must have a strong determination. Be extra careful when dealing with documents and
contracts. There will be gossip and conflict in the officebut do your best to avoid them. Do not be too arrogant.

Wealth
Your wealth luck is good and there will be gains in your investments. There will also be chances in striking the lottery, big time! However, remember to take care of your money. Although luck is very good, you must still be extra careful with investments.

Health is considered good Career
There will be good opportunities around this year. When handling documents at work, check everything thoroughly. If you plan to start a business, make sure you do a detailed plan before proceeding.

Health
Health will not be that good, this year. Do go for regular checkups. You must practise good hygiene and avoid spicy and oily food. Try your best to avoid smoking, alcohol and 'lusting'. Do not speed when
driving. Safety comes first.

love
You will become a popular person this year and you will go on many dates. Do be faithful towards your love partner. There will be some problems between married couples, do settle this maturely.


For the Horse,

Overall
Lucky stars will shine on you in 2005. Luck will be very good especially in your career but do not be too arrogant. In wealth, try to save some money for rainy days and avoid being a guarantor. Dating
couples can plan marriage As for married couples, they will have loving relationships and may go for second honeymoons.

Wealth
Wealth will come easily this year but still, you must be very careful when investing. Get the advice of a professional financial planner and do not overspend. Remember to lock your door and windows at home.

Career
Career luck is very good. Your business will be better than last year. Great improvements will be shown at work. Have a good rest when time allows as there will be lots of stress. Improve your circle of friends at work. It will help a lot in your career. However, there will be vile characters trying to do you harm. Be careful.

Health
Being a stressful year, your health will be greatly affected. Try spending some time for resting. The elderly and children will need more attention. Avoid climbing too high. Pregnant women should seek
treatment immediately if you feel unwell, even the slightest.

love
Your love life will be good. There will be lots of potential partners this year. Do show more concern for your partner's health. As for couples, you should spend time with your family. Try not to spend so much time arguing and settle problems as soon as possible


For the Goat,

Overall
Problems will occur especially in your career. Take this as a test and improve your abilities. A person of Nobility will appear and help you when you really need it. Try to improve your circle of friends. Due to ill wealth luck, you should avoid gambling this year. You will suffer from insomnia due to heavy stress. For the elderly, take note of your
health this year.

Wealth
Avoid gambling and borrowing money from people this year. There will be high chances of losing money this year. Avoid using dark and lonely paths.

Career
A well-prepared plan must be available before you start any business this year. Consider going for overseas business trips if the opportunities arise. A person of eminence will be present to guide you along. For those at work, you should build a better circle of friends.

Health
Health luck is average. It will only be affected by your lack of rest. Elders will have more health problems. The same goes for pregnant women, they should seek medical attention when unwell.

love
Dating couples should try to be more understanding towards one another. Choose the right person to marry or you will live to regret it. Married couples will have deep lasting relationships


For the Monkey,

Overall
Lucky stars will be present and you should grab every opportunity this year. Noble persons will be around helping you and you will perform well at work. There will be chances of getting a raise and promotion.
Health luck will not be up to expectations. As for your
love life, you will need to work hard for a better outcome.

Wealth
With good wealth luck, there will be lots of opportunities around. You should handle your money properly and not spend on unnecessary items.

Career
Your career luck will be good, smooth sailing. Personsof Nobility will appear and guide you along the way. For those at work, you will prove to be of great help to the company. Always build a good relationship with one another.

Health
The only bad news for this year is your health luck. You will need to take very good care of yourself. You will also get hurt easily, therefore be alert. Due to stress from your work, you must find yourself some time to rest. You must also stay away from alcohol and
cigarettes.

love
You should show more concern to your partner especially you, married woman. You should avoid getting involved with third parties. Singles
will be able to meet their dream dates during business functions.

For the Rooster,

Overall
Problems will arise due to the presence of Tai Sui this year. Problems will occur in your career and you will need to handle them maturely. Be careful of vile characters. There will also be some money problems.
You should save some money, prepare now for these problems. Youngsters should try solving their love problems carefully.

Wealth
You should start hording money this year and not spend on unnecessary junk! There will be times that you will be caught out with money problems. Avoid becoming a guarantor for anyone.

Career
Although there is a presence of a Noble person, you must still be careful of vile characters trying to create trouble for you. When handling documents, you should check thoroughly before signing. Grab every opportunity to carve out a good career.

Health
Take note, as you will easily get hurt this year. Do not speed when driving. Avoid holding or staying around sharp objects or tools. Take note of the food that you eat. Children will get sick easily too, this year.

love
Although the relationships between married couples are good, you must still avoid getting involved with third parties, no matter how tempting. There will be good chances for youngsters to meet up with
their dream dates this year.


For the Dog,

Overall
For those who are working or with their own businesses, this will be a good year for you to shine. There will be high hopes for a promotion
and pay rise this year too. Wealth luck will be moderate so gamble less and do not over spend. There will be profits in the second half of the year in business trading. As for your health,many problems
like stomach pain or flu will occur. There will be conflicts in the family and you will need to help solve them.

Wealth
Your monthly pay is not too bad. Do not engage in investing though. Wealth may be good but you will also need to remember to save for rainy days.

Career
Your career luck will be very good, smooth sailing. You will get praises from a superior due to your hard work. Your hard work will have paid off handsomely.

Health
When engaged in outdoor activities, you will need to be extra careful. Always obey the traffic rules. You may have gastric problems so take note of your diet. Do take good care of your own health. Children
should avoid climbing too high and you should watch out for their safety.

love
Your love luck will be very good. You will just need to be careful of vile characters trying to cause difficulties for you, especially married couples. As long as your relationship is deep and lasting, nothing will come between you.Dating couples will get married.


For the Pig,

Overall
Problems will occur this year and you will need to handle them with a calm mind. There will also be chances for you to change into a new job. Whatever the outcome, always be strong andshow your
determination, do your very best Build better relationships with people. Do be more alert as
you may get hurt easily this year and avoid water sports.

Wealth
You will need to work hard in order to earn more money. Your wealth luck will depend on your hard work. Be more alert when investing.

Career
There will be many changes that you will need to adapt to this year. Be more alert when investing. When handling documents, always do thorough checks before signing. You may have achance of going
overseas to work or travelling for a holiday.

Health
Avoid climbing and doing dangerous stunts. When going outdoors, do not go alone. Do be more alert of your own safety. Take note of the food that you eat to avoid food poisoning.

love
Youngsters should avoid falling in love at such a tender age. They should put their studies first. There will be many conflicts in the relationship of married couples and they will need to be settled quickly.


uh oh...tis year isn't a good year...

快乐崇拜

歌手:潘玮柏vs张韶涵 专辑:欧若拉


忘记了姓名的请跟我来
现在让我们向快乐崇拜
放下了包袱的请跟我来
传开去建立个快乐的时代
快乐到底属于那个年代
708090还是y世代
翻开历史课本答案就算仔细找
也会找不到
背也会背不好
放松让我来说
什么年代吹着什么样的风
我拿我的麦克风
唱出old sschool show
yall ready to roll
70的年代
复古我最high
disco fever
从来不肯say goodbye
只有放放放克才能酷
男男女女老老小小
我们穿着喇唯裤
爆炸头望春风
左右摇摆上下一指神功
黑白电视可能无法感受
但相信你们可以悟出黑色幽默
忘了你存在
有什么期待
欢乐你邀请它一定来
与其渴望关怀
不如一起精彩
快乐会传染
请你慷慨come on
相恋的失恋的请跟我来
一边跳一边向快乐崇拜
开心不开心的都跟我来
美丽而神圣的时光不等待
到了80年代要喊什么
b boys b girls
let's make some noise
要穿什么呢h mmmm...
紧裤子紧上衣
秀出你的身材
有人露金牙
千万不要惊讶
嘻哈正在发芽
别拔它假牙
lockin poppin we dancing
ain't no life that's right 跟我一起唱
快乐崇拜快乐无害
虽然快乐像个簿
簿会传染
90年代我们等待千禧年
party 电子音乐疯狂玩整滏
hip hop for life that'right
每个人嘴里喊着westside
管你是不是真正party 天才
扬起你的嘴角
跟我快乐崇拜
忘了你存在
有什么期待
欢乐你邀请它一定来
与其渴望关怀
不如一起精彩
快乐会传染
请你慷慨come on
忘记了姓名的请跟我来
现在让我们向快乐崇拜
放下了包袱的请跟我来
传开去建立个快乐的时代
现代这个匆忙时代
虽然小了时间但千万不要倦怠
今天的事交给今天去做
因为明天才有很多时间一起去疯
yo放肆的节奏
看你放肆的互动
看你放肆的感动
看我放肆的创作
要我怎么再说
pepole feel my flow
看我拿着麦克风
唱出快乐的show
忘了你存在
有什么期待
欢乐你邀请它一定来
与其渴望关怀
不如一起精彩
快乐会传染
请你慷慨come on
相恋的失恋的请跟我来
一边跳一边向快乐崇拜
开心不开心的都跟我来
美丽而神圣的时光不等待

aiyo...never update my blog for a very long time...i tink i'm gonna be very long-winded...haha...

first week...

hmmm...it was ok but sh and i were late a few time tat week...coz of tat bus(or coz we left home late)...the latest one was on thur...we were late for abt 10mins...we ran until crazy...thought gonna get scolding...luckily didn't...haha...but we wasted our effort coz the class ended a few mins after we reached...hehe...

there's tis really scary lecturer who teach us cell bio...the first lesson everybody were like so scared...we became like nerds,wearing the lanyards...haha...then the lesson was so quiet...nobody didn't dare to make a single sound...she looked so strict and fierce...it's being such a long while since i'm so scared of a teacher...haha...but she teaches well...as least i tink so...coz she looked so fierce tat i didn't dare not to pay attention in her class...

sunday...went for first day training...it was quite ok coz i was sitting down and reading the menu for abt 4 hrs...reached home at abt 12.30am coz the manager talked to all of the trainees...

tat was the first week...

second week...

becoming more busy...had to do data sheets and homework...gonna hav no time for leisure...so sad...lectures as usual...feel like sleeping...haha...not having enough sleep since sch starts...

wed...went to paragon to c ly performed...it was very nice...ly also looked very beautiful...haha...the atmosphere was also very good...orchard was so beautiful coz it was decorated with lights and stuff...bought tsubasa 8...so happy...finally come out...reached home at abt 10pm...

thur...went to holland v to buy gifts for the gift exchange on fri...i had to buy for jas...at first didn't wat to buy...in the end decided to buy photo album for her...dunno whether she liked it or not...hope she did...

fri...x'mas eve!!half day!!nobody was in the mood to study...actually we didn't really study...juz played around...gift exchanged...it was so interesting...it was ly who had to give me...she gave me an owl keychain(look a bit like hedwig) where its' eyes can rotate 360 degrees...so cute...thanks a lot...ly...went home after sch and took a nap...haha...

sat(x'mas) & sun...went for training again...i thought there would be lots of ppl but there weren't...it was quite relax...learned lots of stuff...like how to take orders and keyed into the com...haiz...i hope i can work there...really broke...haha...

received x'mas cards from sy and moni...thanks...

there was tis terrible natural disaster tat happened on sunday...it was an earthquake tat happened in indonesia and created huge waves tat killed more than 40,000 ppl in asia...it was so horrible...i was so shocked when i saw how the waves came on shore on the news...some may be 10m tall...it was really sad...it happened juz the day after x'mas...the death toll is still raising...i wish i can do something to help these ppl...but i hav tis feeling tat the world is coming to the end...

third week...

yesterday...had class gathering...it was ok but not as fun as the first one coz not everybody went...had dinner at bugis and ice cream treated by vin...haha...should hav gone home with wl...waited for the ice cream for abt 1 hr...anyway...went to play archade during tat 1 hr for a while...reached home at abt 10.30pm...tired...

today...had fun making dough for ideas tml...it was really fun although it looked a bit digusting...haha...

happy moment...hp 6 coming out on 16/7/2005...can't wait...movie hp 4 too...next year gonna be a happy year...

3 more days to 2005...hope next year will be a great year...

praying hard for those affected by the tsunami(dunno how to spell)...

so sad...now in sch using com...haiz...now got break...today's the first day of sch and i'm feeling so tired now...actually i dun wan holidays to go so fast...i still wan to relax and watch tv...sad,sad,sad...dunno tis day can go by easily...

last week i did nothing except for slacking...but i went to rebond my hair and bought some clothes on thurs...i nearly died rebonding my hair...it was like 4-5hrs...i reached there at abt 4pm and left at 8.30pm...it was so long and late...i was the last customer to leave the salon...sometimes i got scalded by the straightener...haiz...my heart actually ache a lot coz abt 100 bucks's gone...it took me a lot of days to earn this much...

i was really happy to buy new clothes for tis sem...i wore almost all the clothes in my hse last sem...got no more clothes to wear now...i bought a new skirt...which is quite short...the first time i wear such a short skirt...a bit funny...hahaha...

now i'm broke again...dunno wat to do...gonna hav a financial prob soon...wish me all the best...