5566---因为爱

看着天空渐渐的亮起来
幸福的花儿有没有开
哦美梦让人甜得不想醒来
太阳不管我是否存在每天依然快乐的自转
想你若不在我怎么会精彩
ho~~告诉我什么是爱怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱和被爱把你的心门都打开
看看阳光多么温暖所有的冷漠都不再因为爱
你说爱就像个调色盘
把喜怒哀乐通通都挤一块
有红的蓝的绿的橘色和黑白
我们曾有过争执和不愉快
如今通通都抛开
在雨后剩下的天边迷人的灿烂
ho~~~
告诉我什么是爱怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱和被爱把你的心门都打开
看看阳光多么温暖所有的冷漠都不再因为爱
我不要生命中没有你
只希望这承诺你都会相信
让我牵你的手一起走过这冬季
写爱的奇迹
na~~~~
there's a voice's telling me
only true love you can see
那是天使在singing说make it real
这个世界的苦已太多偏偏彼此只懂得折磨
退一步就海阔天空 love love love
i wanna know what it's like
i wanna feel what it's like
i wanna know what it's like to be loved
i wanna know what it's like
i wanna feel what it's like
i wanna know what it's like to be loved
告诉我什么是爱怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱和被爱把你的心门都打开
看看阳光多么温暖所有的冷漠都不再因为爱
na~~~

5566---因为爱

看着天空渐渐的亮起来
幸福的花儿有没有开
哦美梦让人甜得不想醒来
太阳不管我是否存在每天依然快乐的自转
想你若不在我怎么会精彩
ho~~告诉我什么是爱怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱和被爱把你的心门都打开
看看阳光多么温暖所有的冷漠都不再因为爱
你说爱就像个调色盘
把喜怒哀乐通通都挤一块
有红的蓝的绿的橘色和黑白
我们曾有过争执和不愉快
如今通通都抛开
在雨后剩下的天边迷人的灿烂
ho~~~
告诉我什么是爱怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱和被爱把你的心门都打开
看看阳光多么温暖所有的冷漠都不再因为爱
我不要生命中没有你
只希望这承诺你都会相信
让我牵你的手一起走过这冬季
写爱的奇迹
na~~~~
there's a voice's telling me
only true love you can see
那是天使在singing说make it real
这个世界的苦已太多偏偏彼此只懂得折磨
退一步就海阔天空 love love love
i wanna know what it's like
i wanna feel what it's like
i wanna know what it's like to be loved
i wanna know what it's like
i wanna feel what it's like
i wanna know what it's like to be loved
告诉我什么是爱怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱和被爱把你的心门都打开
看看阳光多么温暖所有的冷漠都不再因为爱
na~~~

tis week is the last week of holidays...time pass by so fast...i didn't expect holidays to end so quickly...

last week still went to work as usual,except for tues coz got GEMS...it was much more relaxing at work after 1 week of rushing...juz some sticking of labels...during the last 1 and 1/2 days,i was transferred to another room and did labelling for the rest of the day...we had OT during the last 2 days of work...i was so lucky tat my scanning card was spoilt and had to change one...so unlucky...

haha...got my salary...gonna spend it tis week to do the necessary stuff before sch opens next week...so happy...

talking abt GEMS...haiz...tat was so unfair...got only left 5 places for DIY PC...i didn't get in...i was too slow...all the places had been taken up by my classmates...it doesn't matter coz 'i got is seeing believing??'...it is also quite interesting...i was so angry with the system...it's so unfair...

taufik won the s'pore idol...i already knew it but i support syl...i juz knew it...taufik has a stronger voice than syl and he did well in all the 3 songs...however,i tink syl did better than taufik in the third song,which they both sang 'i dream'...anyway,both of them got recording contract...hope they will continue to do their best...

me now enjoying my last week of holidays...read books...surf net...watch tv...listen to songs...muz do all these if not i dun think i hav time when sch starts...my timetable is terrible...it's worse than last sem...more busy...so sad...

last week was really busy and tired...haiz...worked until i wan to die liao...very tiring leh...from morning to evening...sometimes till nite coz OT...then fell asleep as soon as i lay on my bed...the main problem is tat i hav to wake up very early...then i'll feel like sleeping during work...now extend till tis sat...actually it's supposed to be till last fri...for the sake of money i'll hang on even though it's tiring...

i hav noe a few frenz in work...most of them r around my age...we talk abt stuff as we r working so tat time will pass by easily...it was really good to noe them...we would talk abt really funny stuff and started laughing...luckily the supervisor didn't see us laughing...haha...it's boring as we were doing the same thing over and over again...like robots...everytime i'll be looking forward to break time esp lunch...time pass by easier after lunch...hehe...

yesterday there was a gathering for my class in poly...i had a lot of gathering tis holidays...sec,jc,poly...there's another gathering at sentosa tis fri for the all sec 4 level last year...i won't be going coz i hav to work...sad...i feel sad coz i tink a lot of them will be going...all the gatherings i had gone to,only a few went...

yesterday the gathering lasted till abt 11pm...reached home at abt 12am...got scolded by my mother...she said the latest time i muz reach home is 10.30pm now...so sad...we visited the malays' homes and watched a movie--the incredibles...yesterday was a good day and i had lots of fun even though i wasted money on transport and movie...i really envy ppl's houses...they hav such beautiful houses and hav their own rooms...haiz...

i dunno wat's wrong with me...actually i felt lonely yesterday during the gathering...i wanted to talk to them but i juz couldn't...i dun really talk to ppl unless i'm very close to them...i'll talk a lot with my close frenz...they were talking among and i felt like joining in but i couldn't...i juz couldn't open my big fat mouth...it's always like tat during gatherings...i tink i'm shy or i like to keep to myself...i wasn't like tat when i was in pri sch...i was ok with everybody...ever since i went to sec sch,i dun really talk much...i'm trying to open up now but i still can't fully go by to wat i was in pri sch...so sad...nobody will understand how i feel rite now...haiz...

tml muz work again...hope the week will pass by fast...

i wish i can get my pay fast...i wan to get my harry potter vcd fast...i'll feel a lot happier if i watch the movie again...

haha...finally found a job...starting frm next week...for 5 days only...but it's better than none rite...hehe...can't wait for it...i hope i can struggle through it coz the working hours r quite long...

yesterday after the job thingy...i went out again when mt called...we went far east...we met earlier coz we got jc class gathering at 6pm...we talked abt lots of stuff and i'm so happy tat she's happy in her sch...i was so happy to c my jc frenz although we were classmates for only abt 3 mths...haha...they talked abt their jc stuff and i was so blurred coz i'm the only poly student among them...but it was still good...we took picts in front of the christmas tree at taka...last nite was really a fun nite...they didn't change a lot...

heard something sad abt yq...i hope she'll not be too sad...

me going to gb now...so i'll stop here...

so envy wl and yq...they worked at pop for so many days liao...me leh...haiz...we went together on wed but they got confirmed so fast...and they r in the same pop...if i got it,i'll be in another place...so sad...y am i always the unlucky one??feel really useless...now i wan to earn money so tat i can support myself but i couldn't get a job...is it fair??i feel really sad when i tink abt my parents...other ppl at their age r already enjoying their old age but my parents still hav to work hard for the money...me being the eldest couldn't help them...i really useless...really hope the person will call me again soon...i'm becoming desperate!!

yesterday went out with jw...she was so sad coz of her relationship with her bf...haiz...i'm useless again...i dunno how to console her...i never hav tis kind of experience and i dunno wat to say...tat's y i decided not to waste my time on tis kind of ting...at least for now...i dunno abt the future...

today there's a gathering but i noe not many ppl will not go...but i still went anyway...i havn't go for the last few gatherings and i feel bad abt it...so i went...only 6 ppl went...as expected...but they didn't really change...haha...we watched princess daries 2...it was quite ok...better then the village...tat was like shit...i wasted abt $8 on it...so shitty...haha...after the movie i went out with my family...it was quite ok...

i tink no hope liao la...let nature takes its course...i'm really useless!!

today's deepavali...but it's like a normal day to me...no nice tv to watch...so sad...got a lot of problems in my mind now...dunno whether i can get a job...wl so good...got the pop job...me and yq not so lucky...if i can get one then good lor...if not...juz laze around lor...

saw a few ppl last weekends...saw char,sx and rad on last sat...went to clementi and jurong pt last sat...i was supposed to treat my mother but she ended up paying...so sad...but had a great time last sat anyway...then last sun went to bugis with sh and yq...saw lp(if i'm not wrong) and fs...i havn't go out on sun for a long time...it was great...but i was very tired when i reached home and my legs ached...so lucky man...saw ppl whom i never see for a long time...

yesterday went to jurong east to look for jobs...filled in 2 forms...i tink i'm scared of jurong east,filling up of forms and straits times classified now...really scared now...i wonder whether i'll dream abt it too...now waiting for them to call...hope they can call me...i'm real broke...how to survive next sem if i dun hav money??watched jurassic park 3 last nite...it was very nice...but it could hav been longer...couldn't sleep last nite...tink of lots of stuff last nite...wish i had someone to talk to...

i realised tat i hadn't been tinking abt my results...juz hope i dun hav to repeat any...i got 6 cca pts for last sem...haha...checked it last nite...hope i hav 'enjoyable' holidays!!

aiyo...havn't been updating for a lot of weeks liao...coz got examz...tat was the worse period of time for this year...the examz were conducted so near to the period of time for 'o' level last year...i kept thinking of how stressed i was last year as i was studying for the examz this year...it was so terrible!!sometimes i kept dreaming tat abt 'o' level...esp abt the release of the results...anyway,it's over now and i can relax for abt 1 mth before the next semester starts...i dun really care abt my results as long as i pass...i dun wanna repeat any coz next semester will be more stress than this sem...i sometimes wonder did i choose the wrong course...this course is for ppl who r intelligent,with average of below 10pts for L1R5...me leh...i'm not...i guess my score is the lowest in the whole class...haiz...

i realised how fast time flies...it's been one year since 'o' level and abt one year since i saw my frenz...haiz...i really hope i can see my classmates again...esp my classmates in sec 3 & 4...tat was the best class i had ever had...we had lots of fun during class gatherings...and selling stuff in the canteen during sec 3, teachers' day and spring cleaning during sec 3 & 4...although there were some problems with our class and some teachers,tat was basically the best class for my batch...i mean in my opinion la...haha...actually my sec 1 & 2 class wasn't tat bad too...but tat was the worse class in the express stream...we always created lots of problem and got punished often...we were punished to sit outside the science lab after sch lots of time...tat was embarrassing...i think the discipline master was sick my class...haha...but it was still fun as i had really wonderful frenz...now my class also not bad la...got really good frenz and competition...it's almost like my sec 3 & 4 class...quite united...but i'm sick of competition...i hav been really studying hard during my sec sch life coz my psle wasn't good...now i still hav to study really hard coz my score wasn't good compared to the class...haiz...

yesterday was really a good day...we watched sharktale...it was a really funny movie...when the movie started,u will start laughing and get to laugh almost every 5 min...and i released all my stress through all those laughing...tat was so good...we went to arcade later and i played car racing with yq...it was a nice race...after tat,they went to play pool but i didn't play coz i dunno how to...anyway...yesterday s'pore idol was nice too...i really hav no idea who will be voted out...all of them r good...

i hope i can find a job during this holidays...i'm really broke...i still need to do lots of stuff...but i dun hav money...juz hope i can find one...and wish myself tat i hav good holidays...

last week's most memorable incident was going to the optometry centre to check my eyes...it was quite fun but scary at the same time...it was really painful when they flipped my eyelids,put the dyes in my eyes and allowing air into my eyes...OMG!!i nearly gave up when i'm halfway through the check...haiz...i juz knew it...my left eye degree increases from 125-200 while my right eye has no degree, but astimagtisim 25...i think it's time to change my glasses...i changed the frame 2 years ago but i didn't change my lens since i wore glasses...i dun think i look good in glasses...so i wan frame-less glasss...but it's very expensive!!i need to find a job during the holidays...it'll be the first thing i'll do after the examz...

talking abt examz...it's juz abt 1 week later...really scared man...it's like 1 year didn't take examz liao...i still remember this time last year...it was really terrible!!i was studying ike mad!!especially ss...haiz...now muz also study for examz...i cannot fail coz i dun wanna repeat...it's a waste of time and money if i repeat...no matter how hard is it,i'll overcome it...i hope i won't go crazy soon...

finished:biosys & biomolecules--carbo & proteins
A & P--reproductive sys, integumentary sys & the first topic
maths--did sem 1 03/04 paper & read the 1st 5 topics
chem--did sem 2 03/04 paper & read through 1st 3 topics

gonna revise the rest of the topics of each module soon...especially biosys...dunno whether can understand...i hope i can...